Whispers

In this day and age people already have that trust issue but can a relationship work after the trust factor has been broken?

When trust is broken, you can choose to forgive, but it’s not always so easy to forget. The person who broke trust is definitely going to have to work hard to try to earn it back…..sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn’t……….it depends what was done to break the trust in the first place. I think for most people who have been hurt by broken trust, there is always a gnawing feeling inside….a doubt as to whether or not the trust they are trying to restore is justified, or if they are again being lied to or deceived. If that’s the case…..there’s no way the relationship can be totally healthy!

I just feel like holding Siddique’s hand and listening to this song right now.
*I miss you baby*

I think this quiz was pretty accurate. So, click here to try it guys.

Here’s my result:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

“Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.”

I soooo agree with that quote by Alphonse de Lamartine. It’s been only 3 days since Siddique left, and I miss him like hell. I’ve never ever missed someone this much. I hope he’s having a good time out there in India with all the wedding food and fun.

I’m B.O.A.R.D. And so, I’ve started with my Entrepreneurship final business plan for the online supermarket. I’ve only been contributing about 5% to it each day. The remaining 95% is going to Pet Society. I have to agree with the fact that it’s a pretty LAME game, but it helps to kill my boredom for the time being. It’s kinda exciting to play with a virtual pet. Haha. So, if you have facebook, get started with creating your own pet NOW!!!!!

I’m in no mood to do my projects yet. Siddique usually helps me with all my projects. It feels odd to be doing a project without him now. He has at least been there to motivate me and to check on my progress now and then. And now, I’m all to myself.

It’s been long ah. Well…I’m back for good and to write more. I miss blogging.

I’ve been feeling emotionally unwell for the past few days. Hence, I found writing as the best solution. I’m not going to pen down why I’ve been feeling down lately. It’s not going to make me any better, because, eventually, I have to end up reading what I wrote and it only make me even more miserable.

I do write how I feel here, but if it’s too personal, I literally use a pen and paper to write. It’s usually in a form of letter to someone. I might keep those letters for some days, and finally tear it into pieces and blow it in the air. I call it my ‘writing therapy’. Haha. This so-called therapy of mine really helps me to cope up with my emotions and understand patterns of life.

Enough. Now….the reason why I went M.I.A from blogging. TThe past 2 school semesters have been keeping me VERY busy. I didn’t even have time for the boyfriend last sem…(making uo it now…hehe). I didn’t even sleep for a period of 5 days while doing my Web Portal and Development Project (WPDP) last semester. I had to redesign Keppel Fels’s website. I had more of those Internet programming projects. Dual-Boot projects. Assignments after assignments. And even before we could breathe after our projects, came our exams and again the sleepless nights begun. Argh. Studying is sure not an easy thing. Even though I complained everyday, I loved each and every module I did last semester. This semester….I’ve been complaining a lot. Most of my modules are based on NETWORKING!!! I hate networking. (Stupid routers, hubs & switches. Argh!) I’ve no clue what I’m doing, but I’ve been scoring over 90% for all my networking modules. Thank GOD there isn’t any project other then a presentation for my Networking modules. Entrepreneurship and Animation modules are the only reasons for me to look forward to school everyday.

I’ve just finished my school Common Tests (only 2) and I’m having a break till the 29th. (“,) I’m pretty sure to see A(s) for my papers! I’ve worked hard.

Siddique is not in Singapore!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!! I had to charge my handphone regularly everyday. And now, I’ve not charged it for the past 2 days and my phone battery is still full. My phone is abandoned in a corner of my room. I miss Siddique a lot. He’ll only be back on the 31st. Hiaz.

And so, due to extreme boredom, you can see me blogging again. When the boyfriend returns, I might go M.I.A again. Haha

Apologies for taking so long to update my blog.

Been busy and lazy this period of my absence. So I have been procrastinating alot when it comes to blog writing. Nevertheless, I am back with my updates. =)

Who would have thought that school semesters were actually living entities?

I mean, they look and feel completely harmless to the average student. Who would have suspected? But no…each semester is brimming with life and unique in its own way. Take last semester for example. Thanks to JAVA, the entire semester was like a warzone. You have to keep running and fighting from start to finish, without much rest in between to stop and think.

But this semester was completely different. It played a lot of mind games with me.

Firstly, it led me to think that it was going to be a breeze. The subjects literally required a small amount of assignments, reports, programs and presentations during the first few weeks.

Things started to change before mid-term holidays when there was a sudden outburst of stuff to be done. The sleeping semester had suddenly awakened and it was ANGRY. It demanded total attention and the student was forced to satisfy it’s needs, compromising her health and happiness. This sudden strike has left the student feeling hapless and weakened. This must be it’s way of saying; “always be prepared…never let your guard down…for when I strike…it hurts.”

The exams were killers too of course. Since they were this semester’s secret weapon and the results that I’ve received from them were filled with my own blood. Blood that kinda gushed out from that above-mentioned sudden strike. Gah! What a sneaky semester!

Even until today, the after-shock tremors still haunt me. I just received my semestral results. Not happy at all. Thanks to its sneakiness. However, I have to congragulate myself for my massive improvement compared to last semester. 4 more semesters left to improve my GPA. Haiz.

For now, I’ve a lot of ‘thank-you’ emails to send to my tutors and lecturers for their generous A’s. I’m going to miss Ms.Baker a lot. My Personal Development [Psychology] lecturer plus tutor. The best lecturer I’ve ever come across.

I’m now eagerly awaiting to step into year 2.

Did I go missing in action again? Hmm. NO! Hehehehe. Exams are over. Whew! So it’s time to rest. I’m probably only going to wake up at 6pm everyday now. LOL.

I’ve worked on a couple of graphic illustrations. Will upload them soon with my “Honymoon in Thailand” full project.